Proud Boys *** Listening’s done I’m going on Without ya I’ve had enough Had enough Of what doubts ya The Thoughts are I think that we’re alone right now Until the clouds Open up For the Sun shines To Make his father proud But all the Feedback that he gets Is that he’s Much to fucking loud *** Boys Little boys They were boys Little boys Just boys Little boys little boys They were boys Just boys Little boys They were boys Little boys Just boys Little boys little boys They were boys Just boys *** Feeling it through I see the blue No need to run Owning my own I’ll make my home A source of fun And the Thoughts are I think that we’re not quite in this alone Happened To me Happened To you Or someone You’ve known Has Made their father proud Letting him Gobble up their pride Can you hear Their cries from the crowd Boys Little boys little boys They were boys Just boys Little boys little boys They were boys Just boys Little boys They were boys Little boys Just boys Little boys They were boys Little boys Just boys Little boys little boys They were boys Just boys Little boys little boys Little boys Just boys Little boys They were boys Little boys Just boys ©️ 2021 by pbpd

Every Ash Fall *** And everyone is burning by their brighter star. I can see their light from a distance, But I know not of how far. And everyone I know is shining off their smile. Everyone I’ve ever been has tagged along as well. If we’re going out we’re going out in style. Every ash fall every tyrant. Every time you’re further from your father. Down close all the time now. And I’ll be the first one to admit. The brightness stares from the shining. We’re just glaringly dimmed and then lit. So I’m lighting up that fire, From with inside myself to fit. And burning all the brighter. As the ash itself descends. While the mean one in between us, Is really just a friend. Is really just a friend. Every ash fall every tyrant. Every time you’re further from your father. Down close all the time now. If I can step out of this fury, I can learn to have some fun. In heaven my time is all I have. And here now is the end, Of seeing all as fearful, Like to me which had been done. ©️ 2021 by pbpd

Bardo State Park (the day the earth stood still) *** Flipping a coin toss, instead of your finger. With a gun point to heads now, make a call for the tail drops. Pin the eyes on the donkey, so she sees the daylight. - If culture sounds with no echo Soul signs with no movement Reflect what you long for When the earth ling stand still - A part of me sings to pardon Deaf ears as our parts shoot now To pardon blind spots while we Tether up knot down - A birthday’s a dooms day The dead are just born free Welcome in Bardo State Park - Won’t they abandon, their need to be right. All that I wish for, is learn to be wrong. Won’t you please speak with me, of this song. - Without all our roots grown We’ll float off anew I blow my seed so they Spread safely adieu - Germinate the land with those who Travel with light-ness Feed the folks from Those who will dive deep into darkness. - A birthdays a dooms day The dead are just born free Welcome in Bardo State Park - Flipping a coin toss, blurs an image of roundness. There’s no choice at hand now, yet the spinning still stops. Gravities leased free and the weighting, it just drops. - Oceans of our tears swell Our beloved is Beveled we no longer Need them to hold on to - That culture sounds with an echo Sees signs of past movement Protect what you long for When the earth ling takes flight - My angels and demons I died there while angry Made peace with Bardo State Park - Veiled bridges lines that are drawn in Not the sands of our time nor Walking on water but Where it once had flowed - A cycle continues A pattern is broken Contained in yours and my joy - Nothing that we try here Goes unnoticed Even when we die here Give thanks for our focus - Fitting fragments for family, and the ring is destroyed. Reproduce mine, when remains are resolved. There is no problem, no solution evolves. - A birthday’s a doomsday The dead are just born free Welcome in Bardo State Park My angels and demons I died there while anxious Found peace in Bardo State Park With gremlins and deities My death there was gorgeous Grateful for Bardo State Park A birthdays a fine day Our families give books to Lessons in Bardo State Park ©️ 2021 by pbpd

An Improvised Departure *** I want to I want to Express Gratitude I want to Express Gratitude For you In the year that I've been starring in the mirror With my eyes closed For an hour or so Every day I get a little bit stronger Every day I get a little bit stronger I sit with my eyes closed wearing my mothers cloak Like her And you The finest things house us I sit and stare At the flow of unfairness Gracefully I sit Anywhere's my temple Like her And you The finest things house us As I sit and stare At the flow of unfairness Anywhere's my temple Here I am by wao to my unli my ahbi How long I must have fallen Hi Mom I must have fallen Hi Mom I must have fallen Asleep Or hit my head I'm sorry I've been Gone for So long Hi Mom Hi Mom Hi Mom I must have fallen Asleep Or hit my head I'm sorry I've been gone For so long I couldn't Wake up When you weren't I couldn't Wake up When you were Sleeping too Hi Mom I must have fallen Asleep Or hit my head I've fallen I'm sorry It's been So long But I couldn't Wake When you're sleeping too Feels good to play guitar again Thanks for holding me while I took my time I've been doing what I need to heal Thanks for holding me while I heal I'm almost done I'm on the heel of the storm Something's coming that's worse than it's been But I know that I can handle it Cause nothings worse than what hasn't been ©️ 2021 by pbpd